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You are my sweetest downfall, baby.
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Im Dian.
First, I absolutely love GOD. He's my savior, my hero, my everything. My family is my life. Im not that usual. Im different. I see things differently, so you would never understand me. But other than that, Im quite normal. I dont give a fuck about people and their bullshits. Im tired of pleasing people. I've lost a lot and I've learned to move forward. Life is too amazing to waste. I have my own thoughts. You dont know me, so don't act like you do. Ok? You dont know the chains that Ive been through. Dont tell me what to do, I can handle myself. I KNOW WHERE I SHOULD BE and I KNOW WHERE IM GOING. :) I have lots of experiences I would love to share. We'll have time for all of that. ;)

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mr. know it all
Thursday, January 12, 20126:39 AM

Mr know it all
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don’t know a thing at all

Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow

Mr bring me down
Well ya like to bring me down don’t ya
But I ain’t laying down, baby
I ain’t going down
Can’t nobody tell me how it’s gonna be
Nobody gonna make a fool out of me
Baby you should know that I lead not follow

Oh you think that you know me, know me
Cause baby you don’t know a thing about me
You don’t know a thing about me

You ain’t got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don’t know a thing about me
You don’t know a thing about me


So what, you’ve got the world at your feet
And you know everything about everything
But you don’t

YOU JUST DON'T KNOW ME. =)

At the end of the day, merong "PAPATUNAYAN KONG MALI SILA," feeling.
And I will prove it.
They keep on judging and predicting everything, but they dont know A THING about me.

They dont have any right to tell me what my future is.

You'll eat all your judgments and wait til y'all choke to death. HAH
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I FEEL LIKE YOU SEE ME AS A VERY LOW-CLASS OF GIRL
Friday, January 6, 20126:59 AM
First of all, I dont need to define low-class for you right? Im pretty sure you got that. You people are intelligent, brilliant, RIGHT? :)))) Loll

ok, so what am i saying.. oh you see me as a lowclass girl, right.
....

WELL LET ME PUNCH YOU
LOL JK
Let me say this to you, I AM NOT.
And I will prove it to you and to everyone who has ever judged me.

People are very intelligent, very brilliant, they know everything, they know all about me. HHAHAHA
That's why they judge me all the time. :))

I don't know what their problem is, this is my life, I have the RIGHT to do what I want as long as it won't step on anyone's right.

Remember this, "Your right stops, once the right of others started."
So you people, your right to talk/judge me stops once my right has been executed. ok? LOLLL I talk so funneh

Well, as i was saying.
I have a lot to prove and I will prove it. I will prove it will all my pleasure.

Then the next time I will look back to you, it was to say "hey, you're wrong about me, hahaha FANNEHHHH ryt?" HAHHAHAHAH

Ocmon, it was good, laugh with me here.

People are so judgmental, they're everywhere. So i say, lets do what we desire coz either way, they'll talk. they always do, right? =)

Someday, i'll be BIG ENOUGH and they wont have any chance to hit me.

=)

Last words, I will maintain my scholarship.
I will strive harder, for MYSELF. not for anyone else.

thank you GOD, you're the best :)
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this is a funny story
6:36 AM
BAKIT DI KA NLNG MAGPAKAMATAY?


DONT TALK AS IF YOU KNOW ME, AS IF YOU KNOW EVERYTHING, AS IF YOU'RE MR. KNOW IT ALL, JUST SO YOU KNOW, YOU DONT KNOW A THING.


SO STOP ACTING LIKE YOU FUCKIN DO. K?
OR ELSE I WILL SUE YOU WITH LIBEL. LOLLLL, but kidding aside. Im serious. I hate you, you're so boastful, so arrogant, so mean.


YA GOT ME?


well.


Okay, so how did my day WENT?
It was the worsssst day ever. LOL 


i went to school @ exactly near 7am, wow exactly dian? Ya serious? hahaha
so then, it was fine, major was fine. I was with my friends.


Break time. I was with my OTHER friends. So, this guy, HE DID PISSED ME OFF 
I wanted to punch him, seriously. He thinks he's this so-smart guy, so rich, mr. I FUCKIN KNOW EVERYTHIN' and i was like this "IF YA DONT SHUT UR FUCKIN MOUTH, I WILL SHUT YOU FOREVER,  you little shitface."


HAHAHA, Im bad. Im blogging with all these trash words, But i assure you, he deserves this post.
Do you know that he judged me from head to toe, my gosh, just because he doesn't get how me and friends throw jokes at each other. My goodness. He is pathetic. Very pathetic. 


He thinks he knows everythin about me, But he doesnt. he should really stop actin like he do. Or elseeeeee


KUNG PUMAPATOL AKO SA PANGIT, I should've been with you boy, a long time now. LOL


Dont start with me.  
I dont think he's aware of what he's saying, he forgot that I am a lady and I need to be respected or he forgot that I am actually a Mascomm student, and I can actually sue him for accusing me of somthing im not, false statements if I may, OR OR he forgot that I can actually punch him directly, OR OR he forgot that he's older and he should've known the difference between joke time and serious time. OR OR .. well he forgot a lot of things. Okay? hahaha. Its a bit offensive ey and really funny once he taste my delicious punch no. =))


He should be thankful that Im younger and I didn't stoop DOWN his level.
My goodness. I don't think he deserves my RESPECT. So hey, if I have a lil respect from you, dont expect any from me. K?
I was so wrong for being so good to RUDE people, my gosh. We clear huh.




I POST THIS BECAUSE PEOPLE FORGOT THAT WHAT THEY SAY ACTUALLY HURTS K? (In my next post, Ill continue how my day went, but am sure you're not interested.)


Btw if he's goin to sue me libel for this, he cant
first because, there are elements/requisites in libel, this is not DEFAMATORY, simply coz he's not famous. LOL
this is not MALICIOUS, coz its truelala
either giving him bad publicity, and the subject is not IDENTIFIED, 


second is that im a child, a minor, this is child abuse. AND BY ABUSE I MEAN to speak insultingly, harshly, and unjustly to or about;revile; malign. ok?? HAHAHAHHAHA there's a law against child abuse, exploitation and what's the other one? I forgot. LOL


OKAY ILL STOP TALKING
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a 2012 reply
Tuesday, January 3, 20124:37 AM
BABY, NUNG NABASA KO YANG MESSAGE MO SAKIN, LALO MO LANG PINARAMDAM KUNG GAANO KO KA SWERTE SAYO. SOBRA. ALAM MO BA NA DAHIL SAYO I FEEL SPECIAL? SERYOSO BABY. SALAMAT SA LAHAT BABY. SA PAG IINTINDI SAKIN PAG MAINIT ULO KO, SA PAG EEXPLAIN SAKIN PAG CONCLCUDE NG CONCLUDE TONG BABY BOY MO. PAG PASENSYAHAN MO NA AKO BABY. BABAGUHIN KO YAN LAHAT PARA SAYO. MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA KASI BABY E. BABY GIRL KITA E :"">SWERTE SWERTE KO TALAGA SAYO BABY, ANSGFDGHASDJKAHSDGHASDJAS :"""""""""""""""> PARANG KULANG ANG MGA WORDS PARA IDESCRIBE HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW. HINDI PALA PARANG, HINDI TALAGA SAPAT ANG WORDS PARA SA BABY GIRL KO, BABY 1ST NEW YEAR TOGETHER NATIN TO, BILANGIN NA NATIN, KASI HINDI NA NATIN TO MABIBILANG E, FOREVEER KASI KAMI NG BABY GIRL KO.!  

ANG NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION KO SAYO BABY, SANA TUMABA KA NA! TSKA SANA LUMIIT KA KUNG HINDI NKO TATANGKAD. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

NAG PAPASALAMAT TALAGA AKO SA DIYOS KASI BINIGAY KA NIYA SAKIN. WALA NKONG MAHIHILING PA BABY, AS IN. ANG GINAGAWA KO NLNG PAG NAG DADASAL AKO E, NAG PAPASALAMAT. NASAKIN NA ATA ANG LAHAT E. HAHAHAHAHAHA! PERO SERYOSO, NAG PAPASALAMAT TLGA AKO KASI NASAKIN KA BABY GIRL KO. 

GUSTO KO LANG MALAMAN MO NA HINDI AKO NAG DADALAWANG ISIP SAYO BABY. HINDI TALAGA. AND, YOU DONT NEED TO BE BETTER, CAUSE YOU ARE THE BEST MY BABY. YOU ARE.  ILOVEYOU MYBABYGIRL. ILOVE US.  OSIGE NA, SANA MAGUSTUHAN MO YUN BABY. LAST NLNG, HIRIT AKO. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

BABY, YOU MAKE ME FALL INLOVE EVEN HARDER EVERYDAY! 
FOREVER PA TAYO BABYGIRL KO, AND MASAYA NATING IISPEND ANG MGA YEARS TO COME. FOREVER TAYO BABY GIRL KO! HMMMMMMMMMM! 

ILOVEYOUBABYGIRL KO, ALWAYS AND FOREVER. 

- mga feelers to.
feeling naman nila no hahahhaa
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a 2012 mssg
4:33 AM




Baby ko, happy new year. Hmmm 2012 together. Grabe, Iloveyousomuch, wish ko, sana madami pang blessings satin no tska sa family ntn baby, ako'y sagad na nagpapasalamat sa lahat ng aking natamo nuong 2011, grabe baby, Ive been so blessed. Really blessed and Im really thankful about it. baby, do you know that you are one of the most beautiful blessing Ive ever receive. :"> Grabe. I wanna thank you for everything, as in everything. Ikaw lang ang tmagal sakin ng ganto, inspite of all my shittiness, you're still here with me.

Imagine, everyday mo yung kinakaya, Everyday mong pinapakisamahan ang napa-unpredictable kong ugali. HAY, Everyday you just make me fall inlove even harder. 

Forever to go baby ko. Gagraduate tayo tapos the rest will be history.

Baby, no matter how many times we fight/let each other down, at the end of the day, we'll always be there for each other, we'll always be the one to protect/take care of each other, at the end of the day, we'll always fall back together, perfectly baby.

Were perfectly imperfect, but I wouldn't change a thing. Nothing. Iloveyoujustthewayyouare.

I love us, as is.

Bago ko sabihin ang wish ko sayo, hahaha.
Baby, pray tayo always.
Lets be thankful for a wonderful year and be thankful for another year again, hay sana mahaba pa buhay ng Earth, and I would gladly spend those yearsss with you.

God, thank you po. For all the blessings, I really am blessed, Wala na kong mahihiling pa, nasakin na ata lahat ng pwedeng hilingin, maayos/mabuting pamilya, mbabait na kaibigan at isang napakaamazing na lalaki sa buhay ko.
The only thing I can do now, is to be thankful. Wala ng hihilingin, sa mga tao lang na pumapaligid sakin, npapatunayan na kung gaano ko kabless. Well. I'll always be thankful, everyday. every single day baby.

Ikaw din, be thankful. 
You are so bless, matalino ka at maayos pamilya mo.

(Parang blog post na to no. HAHA.)

Wish ko sayo, sana tumangkad kana baby, sana next time na ieembrace kita, yung ulo ka nakatapat na sa chest mo :)) Well, either way, I love you all the same.

New year's resolution ko para sa ating relasyon, Hmm, well. magbabago na ko, hahaha, I'll be better, para never kang mag dalawang isip ung magiistay kpba o iiwan mo n tlga to. Hmm, on top of that, I'll be someone you would never regret having. 

I've never loved anyone like I love you baby.  
I love you so much, We'll stay together, forever. 
You know that, right?

Iloveyoubabyko, babyboyko, Always us. Always. 

- Masyado nmn to magsalita no? akala mo nakikita future.
LOLL
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LIKE A SKYSCRAPER.
4:21 AM
I upload this photos simply because Im really inlove with it. :">

I love the color combinations. HAHAH. gawd, im so mababaw.







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INJUSTICE.
Friday, December 23, 201112:56 AM
I THINK HE'S BEING SO UNFAIR.
HE ONLY SEE HIS PAIN. WELL .. THINK YOU HAD THE BEST OF ME? NAHH.

WHAT DOESN'T KILL ME MAKES ME STRONGER.

Hanggang ngayon ay nananatili paring isang malaking palaisipan, hindi ko padin maintindihan ang nangyari.

Nagkatampuhan,
Nagselos siya sa isang napakaliit na bagay - Oh wait.
Nkipagchat ako sa kaibigan kong lalaki, mga 3 reply lang ata yun.

Nagalit siya. De nainis ako.
I told him that I am getting tired of his ways.
Its always like that for him, every lil thing is a big thing.

But I know, malaki din ang kasalanan at pagkukulang ko.
I was wrong at exactly everything I did.

Point is, I told him that I was getting tired with the word "Puta"
So he got so mad.

Then he said things that he didn't even knew the impact to me.
It is really true, people forget that what they say actually hurt.
His words hurt me, so bad.

And I dont how and when, but someday, I'll get over this.
Nextime, I'll be stronger than this.

Just me, myself and time.


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