Wow, 3 rough days. :)
But Im so glad, we made it through.

Now, I have 3 days of rest :)
NO CLASSES. ;D

I wanna post this photos. tell me if what do u think :D


Dont you just hate people who keep on interfering with yer PERSONAL LIFE? :))
I do :D

Since I brought you to that subject. I wanna lessen up the people that I actually trust. :D
I just hate when I told them like everything and then the next day, they're like screaming' it to the whole world. :P

Change topic. :D
i dont have anything to say :O
hahaaaaaha!

I wanna ask some questions. :D

* Fight for them or Set them free?

* I love you because I need you or I need you because I love?

* Left? where there's nothing right?
or Right? where there's nothing left?

* Believe it when you see it or just believe it?

* How can you believe if the middle of the word believe is LIE?

Im so confused with that! :S
Oh well. :D talk to you soon.

Gosh. Im really annoyed right now.
Let me tell you, yesterday was like UGG! I cant even think straight~

There's a lot of things that's been bothering me..

Im so not like this. I never used pc whenever I had my exams. :o
I had received a text message yesterday, And the mssg was absolutely conveying something but then I find it really bogus!

Know why? Because it's not even true!

Oh well. I've been up all night trying to figure out how did it happened, HOW? HOW ? HOW?!
I didnt even had a chance to review my notes seriously. Whenever I try to read and memorize stuffs, that THING keeps on blocking up my mind, Ugg! i Hate it!

The next morning, I came to school. I ask the person who knows abt the mssg. And he/she tolds me EVERY SINGLE DETAIL OF THE STORY. And I find it BOGUS, as usual!

Its really impossible. I kept on thinking HOW DID THAT HAPPENED? Is he/she like superman/wonderwoman to be that clever?

I dont know what to do or what to say. I dont wanna talk about it in the class, coz a lot of people will be affected, So I came up with the idea of just ignoring it.
I ask my friends about the stuffs, and they said, Im the only one being so paranoid about the issue, the issue wasn't even true so why do I even bothered myself from thinking about it OVER and Over again. :S

I guess I never thought Of that before I became so paranoid. :))
It was my fault then, But still he/she had played a big mistake. He/She thinks that if He/She does that it will make them COOL. Well newsflash, It wont. And obviously, the people around us whom you think CARES about yer little story, well they DONT EVEN CARE. Trust me :)

I guess, I had all that here, and now I feel so much better about it. :)
I had express it and say everything! I guess my friends was right, I shouldn't bother thinking about that, I was then only one who kept on thinking about the negative side, Im lucky that there's no negative side that had happened.

I had 3 exams for tomorrow. :) I have to start reviewing and start to forget about that issue who made me really paranoid.

Right now, I dont really care if people will believe him/her. And somehow, I trust the people close to me, And I know they wouldn't even bother to listen to his/her stupid stories. :)

Tomorrow, I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE THE WAY THEY USED TO BE.
Let time pass by, And I know this will be like last season's issue.

gooddnyt andd gooddluckk! :)

I'll blog on saturday! :)
i wont be online on wed to fri. i have to get ready for the exas. oh well, school's really tough WISH ME LUCK :)

I made this for someone.. :) PS: Sorry if its bad. I just don't know how to express myself right now. I feel like Im really FADING! And its like EVERYTHING's WRONG :/

Alone in a place, I would like to call my world..
I watch the leaves flew to different places,
As I reminisce those old faces,
I watched the clock run, I watch myself fade..

I don't even know any reason, why I end up like this?
This is not anything I ever wanted.
Without my conscience, Everything turn to black.
And all things that color up my life.. In a blink of an eye,
They are nowhere to be found.

I stood alone today, But here, Im waiting for you to hold my hand,
And tell me that everything's gonna be fine.
I did my best to turn everything back to the way they used to be.
But now it's time. Time to let things flow.

I try to convince myself, that someday..
EVERYTHING will be like how they used to be.
Seems like I was wrong.
I feel like my world is falling apart.

How I wish I could give it another shot, Another try to make it right.]
But NO, It is too late.
As myself fades away into thin air.
I would still be standing here, trying to build my world that once fell down.


With or Without You now.. I guess it doesn't make any difference. :/
Aw. :)
I don't reallyy know what to say today. Im just really upset.

I would love to share this.. :)

It goes like..

I take these turns
A bit too fast
Trying to leave you
In my past
The CD skips
Our favorite song
Our greatest hits
Just don't belong

I really love
To hate this
Love hate
Hate love relationships
Are over-rated
Over my dead body
Is how this will end
He said it's over
And I could go for
Another chance to do
This over again

So this is it?
After all
We've been thru
We call it quits
And-a I'm about to
Wash my prints Oh
The little I had left
He said it's over
And I could really go
For a cup of coffee
And an overdose

Leave it all behind me
You'll see it
When you finally find me
Comatose or pretty close
Cover up copy
And an overdose

I pop these pills
Like cracker jacks

And the price
That plays dice
Just watching you react
When your depressed you
Sleep too much
I'm not sure
If I'm waking up

I stood in line
Without you
I stood in line
Without you
And I don't tell you
What it is
I thought about you
Well without you
Is everything I've got

I can probably relate to this one. Its not like I've been there before, its just that I know how it goes, and how it feels. I wanna share a little something to you ppl.

Im friends with this girl. And she's the kind of girl, who falls inlove really fast. If anyone else, finds it stupid, Well to tell you, I DONT.
For me, falling inlove aint that bad. So back to my story, She saw this boy, then they became good friends, texting all night, So the boy decided to ask her out. Its been like a month (i guess) before they became couples. :)

And seeing them that way was like, falling inlove also. They are undeniably sweet like chocolates :) And Im happy for them. You wouldn't feel or expect anything from the guy like he's not ready yet or stuffs like that. As I remembered, they were like really happy having each other, until in a blink of an eye.. The boy decided to broke up with the girl.

Tears fell from her eyes like a faucet. yea i mean seriously, Its like she's okay, then the next thing i know she's crying :)) Its funny but she's really like that. When we ask her what happened, she would just help her tears from falling, then whispers "i still love him.."
Then our other friend would go like, "He doesn't love you~ Just move on, and let him go."
I do agree with that one, but I know letting go, is not that easy.

Hours passed, Days have gone. She's still like that. Every time that we accidentally reminds her of her ex-lover, She cant help but cry, I know its hard for her. But I know she'll get through these things. And she tries to convince herself that she's over that guy, and stuffs like that. She had herself a new hobby. And Thank goodness. She did get over with her ex-lover. :D
BUT, before she did. it was a long way down! haha! :P

I just want to share it :) haha! :)

First, I absolutely love GOD.

Second.
Im D i A N .
HARMLESS Human. :)
Talk to me. I dont bite.
Darling, I never live to please you or anyone :)

Third.
I do love surfing the net. Writing what I feel.
Its like my hobby. I had a lot of experiences i would love to share.
We'll have time for all of that. ;)

I heart DRAKEBELL :)
Music is a part of me.
Demi and Selena, i l o v e.

I've been inlove a lot of times :) And I've learned a lot. :)
Like my dearest cuddless says, EVERY COLOR'S FADE.

Oh well :) I guess. If you wanna know more. Talk to me.