thoughts from a sixteen-year-old girl. ♥

year 2009 :) the memoriesss. :))

Thursday, December 31, 20099:22 AM

WOW. Can you believe it? Wiee. :) 2009 was just over. I love it. Love it love it love it! :)

Let me think about what Ive been through this year.. Okay, so..

JANUARY 2009

So, what up with that month? oh well. january of 2009, was fine. At that time Im still studying at my old school, BES. Im enjoying it, because, well, I have lots of close friends over there. I mean Ive been studying at that school since like ever! :)) HOHO :D
So yea as I was saying, Im working on my 4th quarter at that month :0

FEBRUARY 2009

Hmm. :D Nothing special. Just valentine's of 2009, And bla bla. Nothings really somthing at that month. :) Still working on school works && activities. enjoying my life as a Secondyear student, with my favorite girls and bestfriends. Oohhhh! I remembered! this was the month where I get to spend like every free time with my friends, whom at that month Im really close with.. Maane, Edlive, Kenneth && Saddi. This was the month when I became great friends with Saddi. :)
Then the rest of the month was like, waking up, dressing up, going to school, eating, sleeping, computer, homework ( since hw's are not THAT in demand at that month, haha lol! ) then waiting for the next day :) That how my life goes at the little month of february. :D

MARCH 2009

THIS MONTHS HAPPENS TO BE MY MOST ACCOMPLISHING MONTH OF MY 2009 LIFE. ;DD
Why?? Why??
Well. March 24 was recognition day. haha. :) Im one of those honor students who go on stage and get their medal. HAHA.
That day was great! :D Im 3rd honor. I love it. :) All my hard work are worth. thanks God. :)
I became extra close with my 5friends. :)
And yea, this was also the month where we practice and practice for the Big Rondalla concert.
till night were practicing, wooo, Im not enjoying the practice part, Im enjoying the eating and the part where I get to hang out with the other members. i do love them.
At night, My friends would go to our home right after practice then we would watch scary movies. Wow, i miss those times. I do, I Do. i wish we can do it again. Wow. ;)
Thats the greatest highlight of my month of March. :D HAHAH. ~~~Im crazyyyy! im reallyy glad right now. :D HAha! Lol.

APRIL && MAY 2009

SUMMER :)
Lol. So enjoyed. :) I told myself to just relax and gain 'FATS' But yet, I was like not sleeping because I got addicted to fansite thngy. I was holding one. Aand yea, I ate a lot. Super a lot. :)) Then, I sleep , eat, rest,a nd ENJOY :)

The next months.. :) Was historyy.. ;)

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Christmas Party 2009 Part Two--December, 21.

Tuesday, December 29, 20097:34 PM

Dapat nung December 22 ko to ipopost but then Ive been really busy. So yea. here it is. ;)

3:30, Monday, New Hope Gym.

Ayan maaga palang eh, well, morning palang nag aayos na ang mga teachers. Mga 4 nagsimula ang performances at ang bonggang program. ;)

Honestly. Nakalimutan ko na ung mga pangyayari, Hay, Okay. So, Nagstart ang program sa isang performance, na sinundan ng pagkanta ng cute na si Aisah, <<-- Spell Check. :D Siya ay isang Prep Student, cute huh?!

Okay, de pagtapos nian sinundan na ng aming bonggang performances :) Sayaa. Ang performance namin ay nagsimula sa isang mass ( Oh Ye Faithful ) I belong to a poor family with Camille- nanay, Jason- tatay, And my siblings, Aica- pero hindi nakaattend. :( Reymarkh at Cj.

The Middle class family naman ay sina Uny- tatay, Ysabel- nanay, and their anak's :p Pat, Vea and Lorenz.

The Rich family, Gel- nanay, Daniel- tatay, at Rvee, Kit, Gino, Mga anak :)

German ang pari at si Markon ang kasama ng apri, ung nagriring ng bell :))

After ng mass scene, Jingle Bells. Time for the kiddoo's scene :) Eto na ang scene kung saan mag'mamarch ang mga bata para gumawa ng kanilang Christmas WishList for Santa :)

After that, papsok na ang isang needy child kasama ang mga mapanuksong kaibgn nia. (Yome, Ij, The0 -- mapanuksong bata/ Jun- the boy that santa forgots.)

Then, Santa clause is Coming to town :) Eto na ung scene kung saan nilapag na ni Santa ang mga gifts. Followed by the scene kung saan papasok ang mga bata at kukunin namin ang mga gifts nmn saka kmi sasayaw :)

Pag pasok ni Jun, nakalimutan siya ni Santa kaya wla siyang gift. The little Boy that Santa Clause forgot -- Now playing :) At the middle of the song, Papasok na ang 3 grupo ng tao. Ang una ay ang grupo ng mga ansalanta ng bagyo. Pangalawa ang grupo ng mga ansunugan, At ang pangatlo, ay ang grupo ng mga nagugutom at wlng tirahan. ;) Pinapakita sa scene na yan na, Mdami pang ams may malalang problema at kinakaharap kesa sa problema ni little boy na hindi siya nakatanggap ng regalo. Kaya ngaung pasko. Lets give LOVE :) HOHOHO :D

Give Love on Christmas Day-- Now Playing. Well, eto ung scene kung saan the alien turns into an angel for while. XD Eh alien ksi ko. Kaya dito sa scene na to, nag rooma round ako, paikot ikot sa mga kaklase ko. Ksi ako ung nag spread ng Love :)) Wah. MEGANUN?! Ako ksi ung angel jan. Then at the second verse pumasok ang mga NGO's, sila ang nagbigay ng tulong sa mga nangangailangn, then sa bridge of the song, naghawkhawak ng kamay ang mga tao, At tapos na. Bow. :)

Tapos the next performances was just bla bla bla. bkit bla bla bla? Eh ksi nakalimutan ko na :)

Sabihin ko nlng ang mga natandaan ko.. okay. Nagperform ang 4th year ng Hand Mime :) Tama ba? So yea, They turned all the lights off. So in that instance, you can only see the hands of the performers, and ofcourse, you can also see Ate Rona, She's wearing a white dress. ;) Their performance was stunning. So good :)

Then, Still the lights turned down. We light up our candles and sang Star ng Pasko. ;) here is a highlight.

Pagkatapos ng lahat ng performances :0 KAINAN NA! Favorite part ng program, Hoho. Grabe kami sa kain, Then after yown. Picturan. And bid of goodbye's na. Kasi, Next year na ulit kmi magkikita.

There you have it. :)

Here are the photos.

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Memoriesss :) [Mendeleev 2009-2010]

Monday, December 21, 20096:15 PM

Some of our personally made videos.

-- From Pat :)

Here I made this :)

This one is from Ian :)

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Christmas Party 2009 Part One--December, 18.

Friday, December 18, 20091:14 AM

Well, dapat ipopost ku toh nung afternoon of December 18th. Nakaligtaan na, so Im posting this now.

8:30, Friday, Ma Therese Montessori School.

Yaan ang dapat sundin, 8:30 ng umaga, Well, before 10 ata nagsipagdatingan ang mga mahal kong kaklase. :D So sympre, inantay muna sila, bago kami magsimula sa mga games at kasiyahan. :) Nagsimula ng umingay ang munting klasroom ng dumating si Berld, Si yome, at nang magbangayan kunwari sila bespren pat at kit :)) Indyanin daw ba ksi si Pat sa 7/11?! Lagot kay ngaun besprn kit.

Dumating na din isa isa ang mga mahal kong kaibigan at kaklase, nagbigayan ng regalo, nagtext, nagpatugtog, hanggang sa mapuno ng mukha ang klasrum namn na konting panahon ko nalang masisilayan, ksi nga bakasyonn na!

Masaya, Umingay muli ang klasroom ng simulan na ang tugtugan at palaro. :)

Boys muna, divided into 2 teams. Naglaro sila nung paunahan na iikot sa upuan habang may kagat kagat na kutsarang my kalamansi, di puedeng malaglag ang kalamansi yan ang naging challenge nila :) Nauna ang team ng F4? Pero, nanalo sila German, Fair and Square eka nga! :))

Matapos un, sinimulan ang laban ng both girls and boys, the garter game, kasali ko, but Im in the loser's team :)) Well, aus lng, we did have fun :) Msaya kaya ilusot ang sarili mo sa kakapirangot na garter saka isara ang mga pardible hahah! :D Nanalo ang team nila Gelly co :)

After nun, nagkaroon ng All boyss version ng laro, naglaban ang mga boys, as usual nanalo ata ang team kung saan anduon si BERLD :))

Sumunod na laro ay ang paper dance, ung newspaper na ifofold. :) Sumali kami ni maartz ko, kalaban si camz at si bespren, ska iba pa :)

GUESS SINO NANALO?? KAMI! Hooray! At para sa premyo... Chocolitos?! Ohwell, masaya nako dun!

After nuon, ngkaroon ng kainan, Lunch time na ee. Okay then nung afternoon, nglaro sila ng The Boat is sinking. HAHA! Grbe, ang motto, PAG KAILANGAN NG BABAE, HATAKIN, PAG HINDI, ITAPON! Wow. Adi iun, naghatakin, and well, they end up loosing. :))
Nanalo ang isang 4thyir and 2ndyir.

Sympre, Bigayan na ng gift. :) I received a gift from ysabel and vea. Here..

Its a bag actually, and honestly.. I LOVED IT :D From Vea, my best girl. Here are some more photos.

I love them. FACT!

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Torture of 2009 :))

Wednesday, December 16, 20093:03 AM

Wew. Well, after ng 3 grading suno dunod, walang pahinga. exam dito, tapos, pahinga mayamya, well, exam n nmn. And Thank God. Tapos na ang 3 quarter, hindi nmn ako pinabayaan ni Lord. Thankful ako :)

Can you believe it?? One quarter to go and WOW, 4th year na tayo mga klasmates :D
Paghihirap ba kamo? wahhhhhhhhh! next year na natin yan babalikan, nagun, Isa na lng msasabi ko.

Enjoy ang Vacation at Meryyy Christmass, hatian niyo din ako sa New Yearrr! Ingat sa paputok :D
-Wee, Excited nako!

Maayos nmn tayong nakaraos sa mga exams natin. Goodluck sa 2010, PT meeting na. Kmusta kya mga grades ntn? :)

Well, bahala na noh, ang mahalaga, we did our best, motto nga ng babagsak kay sir roden, DI LANG MATH ANG MAJOR SUBJECT.

Pero syempre, pag terror ang exam, tulad nlng ng AP ni Sir Abel. Waaa! goodluck satin! Sana ipasa tayo, O IPASA AKO ng plus 5 ntn :))

Speaking of, San ba ntn nakuha yung plus 5? ah. Nanuod kasi tayo ng play, Ang Pagbabata ni Impen, directed by Sir Abel. <<<< iyan?! Nako. Magaling na guro yan, mdaming matutunan, mahaba pasensya, ska magaling sa theatre at arts. Pero wag ka. Pag ngpaexam yan. Miracle na lng pag pumasa pa. :))

HAHAH! Ay ung play? Maganda. Ginanap sa Blas Ople Theatre, Naupo kami sa gitna, katabi kong ang bespren kong si patricia, at sa tabi nia si camille, sa taas ko, si aica na kumakain ng chippy, katabi nmn nia si Gel, at sa kabila ko sila Rm na nakahiga at si Theo. Sa baba, si Cj, Gino na cute ang suot :D ska si Ian at si espy, nasan ba ung iba? Ahh. Nandun sila sa dulo. Si vea, rvee, sabel, at sinu pa? wah. Nakalimutn ko na. :D

After ng play, uwian na. Have I mentioned? Ako nga po pala si ELIEN. Elien ng klasrum namin. Teka sinu may pasimula ng alien stuff na to? walang iba kundi si YOME. Ang "bossing" Well, Galing daw ako sa isang UFO. Kmusta nmn un? Saan planet? Sa mars daw ata. XD
Ah basta hindi ako alien :D

Nakwento ko na ang mga pinagdaanan nmn these past few weeks. At ayan lahat yon. XD

ohwell. Gooddbye. talk to you ppl, soon :D

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Believe In Me. :/

Wednesday, December 9, 20092:36 AM

I should really learn to just be who I really am :)

Remember. DO YOUR BEST and GOD WILL DO THE REST :)

I'm losing myself
Trying to compete
With everyone else
Instead of just being me
Don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak

I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way
So you see, I just wanna believe in me
La la la la la la la la

The mirror can lie
Doesn't show you what's inside
And it, it can tell you your full of life
It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile

I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down
Not today
I guess I always knew
That I had all the stength to make it through

im not gonna be afraid
I'm going to wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way
So you see, now, now I believe in me
Now I believe in me

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My favorite Music Video's :)

2:14 AM

Lets start with DEMI LOVATO :D

Get Back

Remember December

Gift Of A Friend

Dont Forget

Here We Go Again

Lo Que Soy

SELENA GOMEZ

Falling Down

Naturally

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Born to be YOU. Dont die a copy. [READ <3]

Friday, December 4, 20093:24 AM

"Dont change your personality for the sake of others.. Because in this world, No one can play your role better than you do.. "

Wew. I wanna say a little something to every single girl around this globe. -->>>
Wahahaha. :)

"Girls should always feel and live beautiful in their own usual ways..."

No one should make us feel ugly. no one should make us feel down. :D

I mean come on! Were living our own life. We should live it in the right way, and in the way that we'll enjoy it. :D
Dress like a geek, sossy, punk, emo etc. Well?! Who cares? No one had any rights to tell you that you look stupid bla bla. As long as, you still know your limits. =)

People often had their mistakes about this. When they see somthing ugly, or something irritating about someone, they either hates that person or demand that person to change. For me, Its not right. God made her/him that way. So who are you to judge her/him? I mean as long as she/he is normal in that way, and as long as she/he never makes someone feel bad about what he/she's doing, then, you do not have any rights ;D

Think about this.. The bold ones are the best. i super can relate to them =)
~ He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away. ~
~ You were born an original. Don't die a copy. ~
~ Learn to... be what you are, and learn to resign with a good grace all that you are not. ~
~ It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for something you are not. ~
~ Let the world know you as you are, not as you think you should be, because sooner or later, if you are posing, you will forget the pose, and then where are you? ~
~ To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting. ~

* See? We shouldn't change for the good of others. Especially if were not doing anything wrong.

You are YOU. And Im ME. Accept and Respect. No more bla bla!
You never lived to please anyone! Dont try to explain yourself. If they really like you. Whatever you are they wouldn't require you to change. Thats TRUE. Their approvement isnt needed. =DD

Want more?? Here is the best ...

If God had wanted me otherwise, He would have created me otherwise.

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Bigyang Balik-Tanaw ang Hunyo :) [Part 4- Ang F4.]

Wednesday, December 2, 20092:46 AM

ANG KWENTONG REBISCO NG F4 :)
Babala: Huwag daw mainlove sa kanila, mabighani lang :))

From Ian Jose's mouth..

Nagsimula ang lahat.. Si ij at theo ang nauna sa MTMS. Una, hndi cla mgkasundo. Pero ng nagkakilala cla ng mabuti at nakilala ang isat isa. Naging close narin cla, at well, Naging SIGA sa Skul. :D

Magkaservice cla, at sobrang close ang kanilang nanay. Parang mga teens lang pag mgkasama at sympre sa lugar nila masaya pag close ang mga Mudra. Syempre, kahit keln puede silang magkita. :P Sabay clang gumraduate. Si theo ay ideal montessori child, si ij nman best in reading and language, math, at science. Wow Di naman hinakot nitong si Ian Jose no!

Nang tumuntong na cla sa grade 1, nakilala nila ang malakas at sigang c Jerome.
Gayunman, nagung kasundo rin nila ito. At binansagan sina Ij at Yomeng kambal..
Madlas under nila jerome at ij ang mga kaklase. At well etong si cutie Theo, behave lang daw~
Sa kabila ng pagiging tigasin ni Yome at Ij. Well, IYAKIN SILA!

Nang tumuntong nman sa ikatlong grado sa elmentarya. Nakilala na nila si Cj. Tahimik na astig to pare! At maiiwasan ba? Eh mga lalaki to, Pangit ang mga gupit, sympre, nacoconscious sila!
Barbers, Flat tops at saka Semi Calbo. :))

Nang nagkakilala na ang apat, hndi pa talaga cla f4 nuon.
Dumaan pa nga pagiging gr4,5 at 6
Si Ij at Cj ay madalas magkaribal sa lahat. Sa top, Sa Love at sa mga bagay bagay. Pero sympre, sanay silang magparaya sa isat isa :D Weather Weather nga lang naman yan! But still they grew to be really great friends :D

Eto na, Tumuntong ang unang taon sa high school.
Officially they bacame the f4 :D

Ang f4 na mahilig magbang-sak, Sa mga hindi nakakaalam kung ano ang Bangsak, isa itong larong kagaya ng taguan!
Madalas nilang saktan si Jerald. Pero mabaet dn nman..
Lage silang na-o-office, meron pa nga isang linggo. Naging tahanan nila ang office, pero still Nasasama sial sa Top. :)

Nang tumuntong na ang second year,
ito ang pinakacomplicado. Wag niyo nang alamin kung bakit, naghalo halo na ang Love, Studies, Friendship, Lahat lahat. Ayiie. gusto niyo malaman no? Ako alm ko! Kaso Di pwedi! :P

At ngayon..Masayang nagpapatuloy ng pagaaral at pagkakaibigan ang 4 :D Si ij, cj, theo at jerome :0
Sabay Sabay nilang haharapin ang buhay! :D Wahah!
Balak din nilang magsama sama habang buhay at sabay sabay abutin ang kanilang mga pangarap!

Yan ang kwentong rebisco nila :D Ang sweet no?

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Bigyang Balik-Tanaw ang Hunyo :) [Part 3- Sila, ang mga Lalaki.]

2:02 AM

Hunyo 09, taong 2009.
Martes, 08:00 am.

Well, after rooming around the school. I began to learn their names. After kong kilalanin ang bawat girls. I started to be friends with the boys.

Nung first day ng school, Nakaupo ako sa tabi ni german :D Well, to tell you, crush ko nun si Kevin, Sila pala ung 2 lalaking nakita ko nung Lunes. HAHAHAH!
Edi, Inayos na ni teacher ang seating arrangement namin, nakatabi ko si Ysabel :D

Ayos na, Eh ang daldal netong lalaking kulot ang buhok at mejo may pagkakomedyante, si Kit. Pinagpalit kami ng place for one period or two? im not so sure., katabi ko ang mukang maangas na lalaki, tahimik, di nia ko pinapansin, Actually may itsura sha, And honestly, nacucutan ako sa kanya, But then I found out, Bf siya ni pat. :) Siya nga po pala si Ian Jose, isa sa mga F4. no wonder mejo maangas sha tignan :)) Oh well, after that, bumalik ako sa place ko.

Dont worry, nagun besprens na kami. [ Si pat at si kit. :D ]

Hunyo 10, taong 2009.
Miyerkules, 08:00 am.

Another day to introduce myself sa mga boys :P

Well, dahil na din ang daldal sa harap ni Junjun at Theo [Isa sa mga F4.] , Or I dont know whats the reason, Inilipat ako sa harap, Nagpalit kmi ni Junjun [Manager daw ng F4.], Napagitna ako kay Kevin at Theo. :) Sayaa! Dba nga ksi crush ko si Kevin :))

Unti-unti ko na din nakilala ang mga boys. Sa tabi ni Kevin si Jerald. Sa likod ko ang mapanginis na si Cj [Isa sa mga F4.] :)) Pero baet yan. Anjan din si Uny, Daniel, Jerome [Isa sa mga F4.], Kua Markon, Na nung una di ko magets ang ugali, tahimik, pero matalino naman, Laging Pasado sa Terror na AP ni Sir Abelardo :)) Si Reymarkh na isang linggo ata matapos ang pasukan saka palng namn nkita. Di ko makalimutan ksi, sinigawan nia ko. "Ikaw ba si Dian?" parang gaga lang ee. :)) Galing siya sa isang all boys school. Nakilala ko din si Gino, na killer smile :P At si Jason na tinatawag nilang espy. :D

Matapos kong makilala lahat ng lalaki. Well.,Ayos naman, merong mga tinatagong attitude, at merong mga super extremely mabaet skin. nasa tao nmn yan. Ijudge niyo nalang. Ayos nmn sila sakin :)

Days have pass by, Si Reymarkh ay si Es, Si Jerome na mabaet na kaibigan ngunit I cant even say, Siya din ang nagbigay skin ng mga problema :)) Wahahah! No Offense. At wag niyo nang itanung kung bakit. Ngayon siya na si Bruhhhhaaaa! Si german na si chibog. Si kevin na parang naglahong bula. At si Cj na present seatmate ko na.

Nakilala ko naman sila isa isa. Si daniel, tahimik, Si uny basta my ysabel cumpleto! Si theo, mahilig mag englishh! NOSE BLOODDD :)) Si Jerald, Jerome, at the rest of the boys, kumpulan sa sulok at ngdadaldalan. Si Ian basta my Pat complete!.

HAHAH! At yan nga. :D

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Bigyang Balik-Tanaw ang Hunyo :) [Part 2- New Friends]

Tuesday, December 1, 20096:00 AM

Hunyo 08, taong 2009.
Lunes, 08:00 am.

Pag pasok ko, edi, inintroduce pa ko ni Mrs. Principal. Di ko sure kung principal sha e. Ohwell, Asawa ksi sia ng may-ari ng school :D
Kinausp agad ako ng dalawang babaeng, I cant say. Well, nonstop sila sa kadaldalan, AKO DIN EE. Kaya siguro ilang minuto palang close na kmi. Nagkarron ng topic na nakarelate nmn kming tatlo :0
Sila nga pala si Rvee at si Aica :D Which as the days pass by Rvee and I called each other MAARTZZ :D, while si Aica, si bheb :D
We became friends in just a snap.

Sa harapan ko, naririnig ko ang daldalan ng 2 tao. Isang mejo babae at isang talagang babae, Well, Hello there Vea at Lorenz, Or should I say Hannah Montana :D
Si Vea, Well we are extremely close, We became such great friends, pano we have so many things in coommmonnn!
At si Lorenz, tinatawag niya kong sister :D Big Supporter siya ni Miley Cyrus, which happens fan din ako ni Miley C., :)

I look around. Whooo! Dami pala poge! :)

Madami ding mejo wierd sa unang tingn, ung iba masungit, pero karamihan Nice nmn at Warm :D

Si Vea, di ako pinapansin, Si Rvee lang at si Aica ang kausp ko, Si vea, tinitigan lang ako. Kla ko nga may attitude e, Un pla grbe pla kami sa bonding, sobrng so many interests in common kming dalawa.

8 girls lang kmi sa room, Majority eh boys. ;)
Boys na may grupo grupo. May f4 daw sila, May mga tahimik, May mga Kung anu lang matripan, At ang iba may sariling mundo, Pero si Lorenz kasali sa mundo namin.

Sa likod ko, napansin ko si ysabel, na sa simula plng ng klase npnsin ko na may potential :) Wuahah, anu toh? Artista search?! Wuaha!

Maya-maya, May babaeng dumating, Ang ganda nia, :) Sya si Angeline, Later on, Were calling each other GELLY CO :D
She's from a rich family. ;) Mabait Si Gel, sobrang mapagbigay nian. Sponsoor namin sa fooood :D HAHA. Kinausp ko agad si Gel, mejo were fine naman :D

2 girls nalang ang wala sa room, sunod, pumasok si Patricia. Well, ang tahimik nia, unlike us, ang dadaldal namin grbee! :D Nagngingitian lng kmi, I never even imagined na siya pa pala mgiging bestfriend ko, kasi, lahat ata mejo ka-minggle ko na sya, Nd pa dn. :D

Si camille ang late na dumating :D Well nung una, tinginan lng kmi, Nung snack, Comedyante pala tong si Camz :) HAHA! :D

Now..
Magbespren sina Gel at Rvee. Ako at si Pat. Aica at Camille, Vea at Sino nga ba? Ako nalang! :)) Kidding.
Ysabel at Uny :D

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