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Bonding .. 03.20.10

Tuesday, March 23, 20104:58 AM

I had so much FUN at this special day. :)

Its a Saturday, And Me and My Friends planned to go to a Concert for God naman. :) So yea, The "Obsession" Concert if Im not mistaken. Ayun, So This is just a short blog about it ;)
Hosted ata ito ng aming butihing Sir Abel kaya ayun Free TICKETS (:

So the concert will start at 1pm :)
Earlier that day, I was with my mom. Nagpunta kami sa Bday na inaanak nia. So after eating, And slight chika's and kwentuhan, well, wala nmn din akong makekwento, araw araw nmn kasi kaming magkasama non. So, I have to go na to meet up with my friends and watch the concert with them, So My cousin nmn she will be meeting her friends too. So sabay na kami.

Nauna siang nagdrop by, Then ako. So I saw na one of my friends. Then We wait for the others to come.. Then nung nakumpleto na kami. Wahh! ready to go.

So we enter the location. Aus naman. Airconditioned sia Infernezzzzzzzzzzzzzz. XD

Maganda namn ung concert. So nagenjoy kami. Rock en Roll kumbaga, But Its for a good cause. Its for GOD :)

After ng concert, Konting picture picture.. Then, Naguwian ndn ung iba, Tas sinundo nmn ako ng mom co, along with Vea. Na Hinatid namin sa kanila.

MEMORABLE na lakad, Nashare ko lang. I wanna blog kasiiii :)

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Mmrs Behind 03.19.10

Friday, March 19, 20107:03 AM

What really happened??

Ito lang naman ang simpleng last day ng aming klase.
Also known as our PLAY DAY (:

Its the day na dapat na namin ipakita ang galing namin sa pagarte, at ipakita ang pinaghirapan naming praktisin the whole 3rd and 4th Grading :D

So kelangn nmn sympre magpasikat aba, IPAKITA ANG GALING.
Altho, Kami ang pinakakulelat sa praktis.. ang complain lagi, walang muka ang play namin, mlpit na ang presentation day, wala pa kami sa half ng play, hndi kabisado at mga nahihiya.

So i guess, Nung play day namin, MAGANDA ANG KINALABASAN NG PLAY.
Halos dinala ang play namin ni Jerome, Daniel at ang substitute sa lahat ng Extra.. Theo :)

At our play .. "Noli Me Tangere" Which is as we all know was written By Dr. Jose Rizal.
I play Maria Clara, I dunno if I did great, But All I know was I was so tensed. And I got really nervous in front of those people. :)
But I did my best in all sorts.

As they said, nung Play day, nagkaroon na muka ang play namin na at all parts, hindi namin nagawan ng isang diretsong praktis at polishing, but well it turned out good, and I feel very greatful about it.

After nong play namin, We ate lunch. Sobrang gutom co, hindi ko na hinintay sila Gel. Mga 5minuto ko lang ata inubos ang aking lunch. XD

Then Si Sire Abel, may pinasagutan smn, I dnt knw anung purpose eh, bsta ayun okay lng daw magkopyahan, de nagkopyahan kaming lahat, tas after noon, ayun namigay si Sire ng Libreng ticket para nga dun sa Concert For God.

Then, Break time. Konting picture picture, hagard na hagard nmn itsura ko ngaung past few days, I always look stress on photos. Kaya hindi ko ganung inenjoy ang pictures kht sa ichura ko, Nasusuya ndn ako. Pero i promise nmn to feel good about myself after ng mga stressful days na to.

After ng photos, Nag completion of Clearance. then, sa kabutihang loob, nacira ang tripod, which is gnwa ni theo, :)) Malas co dba.

Then, Dismissal na. :) Muka pdn akong stress sympre. Nakuha pa fone co for a while pero binalik. When i reached the gate, i had a surprise visitor, Which I was too shy namn to talk to. kaya aun, UMUWI nlng kami. :))

Ayoooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnn, Ganun kasimple ang last day namin. Chikahan, Kulitan, Kainan, yet MEMORABLE :)

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Bid Goodbye. * Long Live Mendeleev

4:14 AM

03.19.10

-Last Day Of Classes.
A day to say GOODBYE.

-Mendeleev, A family. A friend. A lover. A crush. A bestfriend. An enemy. A problem. A challenge.
This room is filled with good memories that Im sure I can bring with me for the rest of my life. This room is also tight with fightings, screamings, Sorry's, And Love ♥
Even though we fight, Were always at each others back, through ups and downs and were always respecting each other.
A room filled with new relationship built. New friendships. New challenges. New environment, and most especially.. NEW CHANGES TO COPE UP WITH.

-What did I learn from this room?
Well, Maybe for the others, This is just a classroom with chairs, blackboards, left things, books, and notebooks. Or maybe for others this is just a 4 wall classroom. And maybe, this is just an empty space that every 7:00 am in the morning will be filled with faces of people. Or maybe its just a plane on the first floor of Ma Therese Montessori school or maybe its just the 2nd to last classroom.

But for us Juniors.. Its more than the "just that" Its more like a diary.. Its like a videotape with all of our actions being recorded in there, Or a camera that keeps our best shots, Or a book that writes the best stories and best experiences! But really its like a Diary. Bad or Good, Sad or Pleasant, whatever happens, whatever experiences, We write it on our own Book.

This room is the witness.
This room is the beholder.

And most of all, this room stands in like our own second home ♥

The best part is, We filled this classroom with our own thoughts.. with our happiness, with our tears and laughters.

Its like, time is flying, Its like yesterday I was enjoying my first day look arounds.. And now, I have to bid a temporary goodbye to my wonderful people. This is one of the most important thing for us.. And as we end this whole chapter of our lives, With all our hearts.. We would like to bid a tearful yet memorable goodbye to this 4 wall classroom, I would like to call my H O M E :)

So. Our Last Day is today. We end our day with smiles and goodbye's but we know the next time were gonna see each other, its the start of the new chapter of our lives.

Time is really flying. Weve been together for almost a year and yet, its like a fast rocket ride.

-In the whole year, Lets talk first about Love. We all -EVEN ME. We all experienced a memorable year. There are break up's, make up's, Heartaches, Crushes, Lovesick's, Jealousy, and most of all PATHETICNESS! Let me share this. I experienced like bumping my head on the wall and saying "Auko na mabuhay," Which is I admit -- Weh. Wengks. PATHETIC! I know. Its comedy! HAHA!

But I did that because I was blinded by infatuation or love? Hmm. Not sure. But I fell in love, And Its like Ive been a victim of a not-so-serious guy. But yet, He's been a great teacher. And through that experience I learned. I did had my crushes, w/c is Im too shy to admit. And then, one day someone spilled out my secret! :)) Hihi! I was so shy. But then, I got really used to it, Coz I got over him. And after that, I left my LOVE MMRS along with that classroom. :) That was my last lovestory there -- the crush thingy. After that, I never had any crush or love thing in that 4 wall. I find that ♥ in other "Places."

And all my other classmates, they did experienced that also. There been a couple of Lovers at our classroom. And even today they are still standing strong. And we also have some "Link Ups"
AHAHA, Or "Issues of MU" Oh, we also have issues of tears, and brokenhearts. Issues of FLIRTING and FLINGS :)

But Overall, Our Love Mmrs are all, well.. Memorable. Its all about learning from mistakes and lessen up mistakes all bcoz of learning. :)

-Our life with our friends..Here, I met a lot of new people with new faces, attitudes and ways.
I manage to be friends and to stay close to them, Too bad, I lost some of them. I plan to keep who i am, and be liked for I am not for who I should be. OR what they want me to be.

Until today, I keep and treasure all of those new friends that I know deep down, I ♥ them and I sure the heck can trust them.

-Academic Life. We all did great at school. The good thing is, even though sometyms there are issues about COMPETITION, we still got through it, and yea, we're still friends. Some may start the faking thingy, But yet some remains TRUE :)

-Life with Fights! AHAH, Who wouldn't have a good and funny fight with their friends? :)
We love to kid about fights. We started shouting and evryone would stare and wht they thought is were really fighting :)) Then we'll laugh. AHAHA

But of course, We also had some serious fights and It brought us .. Well.. In the principal's office. :)

Now.. Bottom Line is. Whatever happened, happens, and will happen. It will be written on our own hearts and will remain as a memory that all of us will remember.

So for us, This classroom is more than a classroom, and the memories within will remain in my heart, And I thank God for this blessed year and this good life Ive had this school year.

And so, As I cut my post. I would like to thank evryone :0 And I would like to say how much you guys complete me, how much life lessons Ive learned and how much you all mean to me. I do love you all. I do. I do.

--Love Lots Dian.

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Problema? Wala s knya. Siya, He can Laugh :)

Tuesday, March 16, 20106:39 AM

If Im gonna be asked kung knino co pinakahumahanga right now.. It would be someone na.. Dala na ata nia lht ng matitinding problems but despite of those things, he can still throw jokes, he can still laugh and have fun. I ♥ his positive attitude, And seriously, Im inspired. :)

Who is he??

He's one of my "Not that well known" Person as others say. Pero siya yung someone na Ive been with for almost a year.

So, I came to know him as a jolly person. Tawa ng tawa, always smiling, despite of his cracks and faults, he knows when to laugh about things. And behind those smiles I know he's not feeling well.

Why am I saying all these? Im touched by his attitude. And i like it.

Usually nmn ksi ang madalas na problema ntn eh BREAK UP's, HEARTACHES, BROKEN and WRECKED RELATIONSHIP, Nd makapagMOVEON, MAHAL PA SI X, MAY MHL PERO ND SIA MAHAL. So overall, lht ng problema ng teen usually eh L O V E ♥

Tapos, see? Ayan plng problema ntn, pero anjan na ung tym na ayaw ntn magsmile, iyak tau ng iyak, depress n depress, and much worst, gusto n ntn magpakamatay. to think na, may mas worse pang situation kesa sa kalagayan ntn.

Dba? Ngaun ko lng dn narealize na ganto pla ang buhay. We can only see our own pain. :( And then sinisisi ntn ang Diyos bat pa tau binuhay, bkit tau ngkganto.. blablaa, which is totally wrong.. Pero, meron png ms may mhirp n sitwasyon, pero nd nila nagawang sisihin ang Diyos.

Look how bad we can be :(

I know this person na mas my mabigat na problemang dinadala sa buhay nia, Pero ni minsn, nd mo makikita s knya na nahihirapan n siya sa kalagayan nia, You'll always catch him smiling,.
And thats good. Pero pg iisipin mo, mdami siang pinagdadaan, Na alm nio, kung kaya ko lang dn, I wanna help, pero what can I do? mnsn dn nga wala dn akong pantustos sa sarili co, :)

Pero thing is, I feel sorry for him. And I know I shouldnt be.

He's a lucky man to have such a great personality, And If I cud get a chance I wud make ways to help him..

Alm nio, there's this time pa na nawawalan sia ng project, I know I shouldnt feel like this pero..parng nakakaawa n ksi. and i knw there are ways for him.. siguro nd lng masustain ng family ung dapat mrn sia.:/ So ayun No project sia, in due of ---- Although he wanted to pass it, pero he dnt knw how to. i wanna do his work for him but I knw thats wrong.

And there's this time na, He's not going to school when exam ksi he know na nd dn sia mkakapgexam. Its a sad fact. Madami pa to mention. Ska for the sake nrn, Iyan lng ishashre ko. Nakakaawa man siya, Kung kaya ko lng ako mismo tutulong s knya.

Pero behind those big problems.. Kaya nia dalin na masaya ang buhay nia na hindi iniinda lht ng problemang pinagdadaanan nia. Hanga ako sa kanya. :)

And I believe someday, If ever,. He'll be big. :D .. Someday. Trust me. He's inspiring me, and if others could get to know him, They'll be inspired too.

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Yea, Its called, DEAL WITH IT :P

Thursday, March 4, 20101:43 AM

Well.. I just like to share this with you guys.
in the past few weeks.. There's so many things that's been bothering me for like, often times. I dont know if this is like one of those times where I have to fight for what I believe in or just accept what others think & said.

** But there's something that in due time, i promise to fulfill, and thats like, changing who I am. Yes. Thats -- CHANGE.

Let me say this, What hurts the most is when the people you love or lets say important to you, promised that they will never CHANGE but yet, they turn in to someone they said they would NEVER BE.

Thats just suckishhh.

Another one, Let me share. In my case.. Well I started of having a lot of friends but I started to be apart from them, I started keeping my feelings from them. I grew apart from them. just SOME of them.. Okay, so yea. I started to choose who I wanna be with, who I wanna share my feelings with, And I started to pick friends. Was that wrong?? :( I dont knw. But Some says.. Its cool to have a FEW fellas, The important thing is, You sure the heck can give your trust to each one.

Somtimes it feels like some of them changed, so, the reaction, I changed as well. And some of them doesnt want to listen to my stories anymore, Sometimes I just feel really tired of .. "PLEASING" them.

So then, A few stayed, But yea Im cool with it. I started to deal, and be friends with different people with different attitudes, Or I like to call them, Far away Friends :) AHAHA. Just goofing around. They are near, But we dont share the same school.

Some of my current close friends from my old school happened to be my closest and tightest friends RIGHT NOW.

So, some says, I changed. Now, Im stuck thinking if I should be what they want me to be.. Or what I want to be.

---- To be Continue. :) Thats all for now folks. Thanks for reading.

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