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Im Dian.
First, I absolutely love GOD. He's my savior, my hero, my everything. My family is my life. Im not that usual. Im different. I see things differently, so you would never understand me. But other than that, Im quite normal. I dont give a fuck about people and their bullshits. Im tired of pleasing people. I've lost a lot and I've learned to move forward. Life is too amazing to waste. I have my own thoughts. You dont know me, so don't act like you do. Ok? You dont know the chains that Ive been through. Dont tell me what to do, I can handle myself. I KNOW WHERE I SHOULD BE and I KNOW WHERE IM GOING. :) I have lots of experiences I would love to share. We'll have time for all of that. ;)

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Missing the Old days, and the old people (:
Friday, April 23, 20109:00 PM
Hmm. Im kinda not so well today. :(

Im happy, Yea, But. Im missing my old folks. :(

Its like I wanna get back to them, and appreciate them over and over and over again :)
Last summer, I enjoyed the entire 2 months+ of my summer thinking of just my happiness.

So for short, Im just thinking of ME ME ME ME ME ME, Its not bad. trust me. And some of the things that completes me back then was my friends.

And Im talking about the other group of my friends. They are the ones that I haven't met in person, But I treat them as my friends. Sure, I can trust them with some issues.

So how does all this happened. Last last year, 2008? I joined a fansite making churva :)
I made my own Demi Lovato site. And So, I started having fansite friends :) So I call them Online friends, And, its not so bogus. They are people too. Thing is, Hindi kami nagkikita, pero its much better than nagkikita nga kayo, di naman kayo nagkakausap ng sobra. Eh kami, even though the online world is the only way for us to interact, Its not so bad. So, we spend our days talking sa fansite, sa ym. supporting our works & the photos we made. ;)

Its so much fun :) As in so much fun.

Everyday, I always spend my entire day na nakaharap sa pc, at sobrng busy sa fansite ko.

As days go on, I met new and new and new online friends, Hanggang sa nagkakuhanan ng ym, personal fs accounts, then number. So naging mas okay ang comunication.

Khit hanggang duon lang, I so appreciate it. Saka, Im satisfied na ganun ang isang parte ng buhay ko, Rich sa kaibigan.

Now, Im starting to miss all of them. But i have to say, Rhods -- call her bhura. Siya ang pinakamatagal ko ng kilala. And then there's Sigrid -- cuddles. Siya siya ung type na, kht pasaglit saglit, Di kami nwawalan ng communication, silang dalawa ung so in touch.

And I appreciate them.

Next, sympre, I also appreciate. The people who always there to support our own works. Its funny na, kahit hindi maganda ung inedit, sobrng naaappreciate namin, tapos, sharing ng mga secret codes. Ksi ung iba nagdadamot sa html :))

Pinakamagaling ata sa HTML na tinuturing ko OLfriend eh sina Therese -- gumdrop & Patricia Koh. until now, Etong si pat, Tinutulungn ako sa blog ko. ;) Actually ang Bg ko ryt now, Siya ang humarap sa coding neto. Tapos, ang hndi ko mkalimutn etong si therese, tinutulungn nia dn ako pano mgreg sa tunay na hoster :)) And we both love Drake. So I love them both both both :)

Anjan dn sina Clariz -- gummy at si Jhumie, Parang kambal. :)
Si Jamie, --Sobrng galing nitong si bearyy sa editing. :)

Sorry kung sila lang ung nalista ko, Ksi sila ung hanggang ngaun, Buhay pa sa comunication :)

This is for my Online Friends muna :)
Meron pang ibang group ng friends ko na namimiss ko din. Blog ko later. ;)
Ito muna. ♥

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Last thing to say, I hope someday, I could find someone na just like all of them, and, i hope whoever she is, she's in my reach & I can call her MY BESTFRIEND :)
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Serious Problem.
Wednesday, April 7, 20107:44 AM
Hmm. I dont really care at any fights im not involve with :)

This is a mixed post. My state, My problems, My thoughts. :(

I cant explain what I feel, Im glad yet there's something thats been bothering me.
To start with.. I hate fights that involve saying bad words. Especially when you have to hear it, Why not direct it? Huh? Why do u have to let everyone hear it.

Lets talk straight. Saying bad words wouldn't make u look brave huh. Youre just making yourself look like a clown. Yea Its funny.

For sure, A lot of ppl will react especially when they are not used to hearing BAD WORDS.
For me, It sucks! I hate hearing it, neither reading it. Especially when someone is telling me that. I hate it. :)

Next thing to deal with, i hate trash talks. Though sometimes trash talking is fun. :))
Seriously! AHAHA. There's one time I started trash talks and then hey, somebody reacted like I was actually pertaining to her, But really what I said -- Well, IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH HER. :))

She went wild, Like she was the one I was talking about. Really, I hate how she reacted. She reacted like she was so clean, like she was some kind of a GOD.
Its so suckish. The next thng I wanna talk about.. "PAGMAMALINIS"

I mean cmon! Lahat tayo may dumi. Hindi ka ganun ka linis para magmalinis. :) Tama na ang back talks, and trash talks, Lht tayo madumi, bt di pa magpakatotoo dba? Patamaan pa ng patamaan, Kung mkpgsalita prang apaka linis. Di nmn madirecho, dhl duduwag duwag.
Wag ng magpalinisan.

Im not pertaining to anyone. Im just saying some facts about this life.

Okay so, Thats all I wanna say, this is not a complete post. Coz, I wrote these like a month ago. I forgot to post it, So, I really forgt what I was talking about and I had a change of emotion :0
So i dont have any bitter things to say.

So yea, thats all, read folks. Thanks.

--Dian.
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