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youarelove
You are my sweetest downfall, baby.
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Im Dian.
First, I absolutely love GOD. He's my savior, my hero, my everything. My family is my life. Im not that usual. Im different. I see things differently, so you would never understand me. But other than that, Im quite normal. I dont give a fuck about people and their bullshits. Im tired of pleasing people. I've lost a lot and I've learned to move forward. Life is too amazing to waste. I have my own thoughts. You dont know me, so don't act like you do. Ok? You dont know the chains that Ive been through. Dont tell me what to do, I can handle myself. I KNOW WHERE I SHOULD BE and I KNOW WHERE IM GOING. :) I have lots of experiences I would love to share. We'll have time for all of that. ;)

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Like I said.. Nothing's Permanent..
Monday, May 24, 20105:40 AM
Yes, Im talking to you baby. And YES, You heard me. Nothing's Permanent.

I heard this line from someone Im close to, Well. You wouldn't expect him/her to say this because he/she was handling a good relationship. I was talking to him/her and he/she said.. "Mahirap din pala magmahal."

I was surprised. I was like.. "Now you know." Observed, When we're so drowning with love, we can never state that statement. But once it's gone. Thats it.
Just like in the pool at night. You cant say its cold when you're in it. Once you got out of it. Yea its f*cking cold.

Did I make any sense? If I dont. Weell. Its normal. Im numb. Im stupid.
Who the heck cares?

Like I was saying nothing's permanent.. Lets relate this to.. Whats your favorite topic? uhh. Love. Okay. L o v e .

That L o v e . Some says -- It sucks, Some may say its sweet. Ohh whatever it is. Its not SO permanent. Cause the only love I know thats permanent -- Is God's love.
Just like Relationship.. I believe that they aren't permanent too.

No matter how hard you try, When its over or going to be over, Its never gonna work.

Lets say this using the EASIEST way we could.
Mahirap makitang gumuguho ang lahat ng bagay na alam mong iniingatan mo. Kasing sakit sa mga mata ng isang ama ng tahanan na makitang nagkakawatak watak ang pamilya nia.. Ksing sakit para sa isng ina na makitang nagugutom ang anak nia at siya, wala siang magawa. Kasing hirap para sa isang arkitekto na makitang sa isang lindol.. gumuho ang mga pinaghirapan niang buildings.

Tama ba ko? In a silly way. yes. Yes I am right. :)

Gaya ng aking sinabe, walang permanente. All you gotta do is accept it. Bow.
[I totally don't know where Im going with this post.]

Mahirap silang makitang umaalis. Mhirap tangapin ang katotohanang nabubuhay na sila sa isang mundong hindi ka kasali. Mahirap isipin na dati, Isa lang ang mundong iniikutan nyo.

I've experienced that once, twice, thrice..

Yesterday..were like the best of buds, and today, we're just two ppl who knows each other BY NAME. Sad ryt?

I started off being so sad about it. And then I came to realize. Ima loser if I dont get to accept that bitter fact, Maybe that's just it, Were friends but It was not meant to last.
And that's one of the reason why I say this.. "Hindi mo masusukat kung sinung kaibigan mo base sa mga taong laging nandyan, kundi base sa mga taong hindi ka iniwan nung kelangn mo mo sila."

Maybe, they were there when I laugh. they were they when I woke up. but time will come, I'll just wake up one day, In need of themm. Then I came to realize, they are all gone.

Let me end this post. ;)
If they love you, They will make an effort to STAY in your little world.
But for those people whose gone, Maybe they weren't so interested to stay in your little world so they made a way out of it, in many various ways like showing you you're no more important to them or simply by hurting you and letting you feel you're not needed ANYMORE.

Bottom line -- AW.

//driftedapart.
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