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You are my sweetest downfall, baby.
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Im Dian.
First, I absolutely love GOD. He's my savior, my hero, my everything. My family is my life. Im not that usual. Im different. I see things differently, so you would never understand me. But other than that, Im quite normal. I dont give a fuck about people and their bullshits. Im tired of pleasing people. I've lost a lot and I've learned to move forward. Life is too amazing to waste. I have my own thoughts. You dont know me, so don't act like you do. Ok? You dont know the chains that Ive been through. Dont tell me what to do, I can handle myself. I KNOW WHERE I SHOULD BE and I KNOW WHERE IM GOING. :) I have lots of experiences I would love to share. We'll have time for all of that. ;)

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BULLSHIT
Saturday, November 26, 20115:34 AM
LIFE IS BULLSHIT

got it? just take this from me, dont let yourself be attached to people too much, they will eventually disappoint you.

okay?
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Alam niyo yung sweet? :">
Monday, November 7, 20115:08 AM
Siya yun e. :"">
Did you know that he came here rushing because he was so worried about me? :""> How sweeet was that? kasi nmn, I was dizzy. Really dizzy. Uminom kasi ako with my relatives. Konti lng nmn. I swear.
:)

Wala lng, gsto ko lng ishare kung gaano siya kaamazing. Pero isa palang yan sa madaming bgy na ginagawa niya para sakin :)

Baby, you are the sweetest. ♥
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17 again.
Saturday, November 5, 20116:06 AM
Ang post na to ay tribute lamang sa mga mahal kong kaibigan.
Maika, Joanna at Izza.
We really are the perfect four. :"">

Alam niyo ba kanina, sinurprise "KUNO" ako ni maika at joanna. Sa mcdo, may dala silang cake with candle na may sindi at saka nila ko binati ng "Happy BDay" Oh dba, 2 araw ko ng bday.

Tapos alam niu ano ang pnka sweet para sknn? My nksulat pa sa cake na "we love you chu"

Ang sweet no?
Wala lng. Gusto ko iblog eh. Unlike you kasi, I know how to appreciate what ppl do for me. :)

ILOVEYOUCHUS♥
Second sem na. Galingan natiiiiiiiiiiin :)
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17th
Friday, November 4, 20118:16 AM
4/11/2011

Kung mageend man ang mundo sa 2012, masaya na ko :"> AHAHHA.
Pero joke lng, wag muna 2012, madami pa kong mithiin sa buhay ko. Mdami pang dapat tupadin.

Today iss meee birthday. And me is super happy. bakit? Dahil napatunayan kong meron akong mga tunay na kaibigang nagmamahal tlga sakin. :)

Honestly, I feel so special today, well I guess, every one wants to feel special on their special day, ryt? But, except for the fact that I feel so effin special, I feel so loved today. I dont know, but I really am flattered by having such amazing friends that I never even thought I still have.

Months ago, I felt so incomplete, I felt like I dont have any close friends probably bcoz I recently lose my old friends. Were good, but its not like how we used to be before. And every bday of mine, I would usually invite them to come over at my place to eat, watch some movies and just have fun and make my bday great.

But this year, its not the same old usual routine for my bday. Since I lost them, i thought that this bday would be so unhappy. But I was wrong. Very wrong.

WHO KNEW THAT THIS BDAY WOULD BE ONE OF THE BEST BDAYS EVER FOR ME, ryt? who would thought of that?

So at first, I was very disappointed. Kasi two of my bestfriends in college - as in - ay hndi daw mkakapunta. So I was reallyyyyyyyyyy sad kasi nga wala si joanna at maika ( She is in hongkong kasi, uuwi sia ngayun kaso gabi pa dating dito, so she can't come) Tapos yung isa ko png bestfriend, Carizza eh ayaw payagan. But, tatakas nlng daw siya for me. O dba. Rebelde for me. :)) But then, i thought, on the bright side, pupunta pa nmn ang isa kong kaclose si Michelle, together with me boys Von and Syoti. So at time passes by, nakadating si Joanna at Syoti, tapos si Carizza humabol nga mga 5pm. ANG SAYA SAYA KO SYMPRE. Khit sila lng yung ngpnta, nafeel ko na ang sayaaa ng bday ko. Kasi, love ko sila. Si von, walang fone, di nkapunta. Si michelle, ay nko. Haha. May big excuse siya. Empilites + milo. RYT? Carizza told us. :)))

Tapos, some of my HS FRIENDS dropped by, Vea made me this letter with drawing, uhh :"> she's really the sweetest. She hasn't forget about me and coz of that, I feel so effin special ;"> Thank you garl. Sab, me other hs friend, also dropped by. And Gino, one of me close friends, gave me a cake, like the cute one. Haha. And naappreciate ko yun sobra, nkakataba ng puso para mgeffort pa siyang dalan ako ng cake, to think na dapat hnd na sia nagabala. So really, from the bottom of me heart, thank you :"> Thank you Hs friends. :)

Tapos what is even more flattering is that some of my old friends too -Makoto and Arthur, also dropped by. Nkakatuwa, ngdala pa ng cake si makoto, at ng gift si kaibigan. with a note. HAHHA. So thankkkk you tlga guys. :) Nkakafat ng heart. :)

And ofcourse, My bday wouldn't be complete without my BFF ♥ Si Ivy, since grade 1, nagkalayo, then some twist of fate, look - we are still bestfriends. She gave me this sweet letter and I really do appreciate it ♥ She's the best. At sympre, ze MOST FLATTERING THANG, Cholo dropped by. He gave me a cake. Like the really big one. Trollll, and a gift. I feel so special tuloy, kasi may mga tao pa plng nageffort sakin. Tyaga tyaga netong tao na to skn. :) I feel so loved. Thank you, as in thank you. He's with hiroshi, me other friend. :)

Then, yun. Inenjoy nalang namin kht wala ako masyadong handa. We watched movies. Picture piture. :"> Tapos I felt completely happy. As in true happiness people. Not plastic happiness. Haha.

I received like 59 text mssgs, 215 wallposts from people I know and people I dont know - but still, Im so thankful about it., 4cakes, 3 notes, 3gifts - the one is from myself. AHAHAHA. WHUTTT? Its not bad to give urself a gift dba. Trolll =))

Pero ang tunay kong pasasalamat ay nasa Diyos, para sa isa pang taon sa buhay ko na maaari kong gawing makabuluhan. I thank him for all the blessings .. and if I put every single thing that Im thankful for, this would never end, but ofcourse I'll just talk to HIM privately. Hahaha. Not only to him, but also to my dearest family, to my dearest nanay, I love you nanay ♥ Thnks for ze delicious food you cooked for us. I love you father - me father sent me an email. (read my older post) I love you ate/kuya :) I love me family :D They are the best. :) Thank youuu guys. :)

Humahaba na ang post ko.
Bottomline is that, there is so many amazing people in my life right now, so really, I am happy. Comepletely happy. This is one of ze best bdays ever, THANK YOU ALL FRIENDS - Or shall I say, TRUE FRIENDS. I love love love love you all. I feel so loved. ♥ Thank you.

NOTE: Yung "me" ko po dito sa post na to, stands for "my"
Im trying out thiz new thang, Im tryin some accent. Me loves. :)))
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A letter from Father ♥ 11.3.11
Thursday, November 3, 20111:20 AM
"7 things i hate about you, your lazy to take shower every day, to eat , to wash your hair, to wash own clothes, to clean own shoes, to put things in proper places. to exercise.
7 things i like about you your intelligent,beautiful,witty,can sing, can talk,fast learner, studies hard.

happy 17th birthday
sweetheart
i love u

tatay"

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So my bday is tomorrow pa - 11/4 pero..

Ang sweet sweet ng tatay ko no :""> ALTHOUGH, AMINADO NMN AKO, HNDI TOTOO YUNG FEW THINGS JAN ... OKAY, A LOT OF THINGS JAN. AHAHA. I can't sing. Seriously, and yung iba pa niyang like skn e, malayo sa katotohanan. Pero an sweet tlga, Katouch :"> Inemail niya to sakin minutes ago. And I am so touched. Kaya lalo tuloy akong ginanahan galingan ang pagaaral ko, para hnd na siya mahirapan, tska sila nanay at ate.

Dont worry guys, I will try even harder para mamaintain ko yung scholarship at para narin makatipid tayo. :)
Ang swerte swerte ko sa tatay ko. :"> So caring, so sweet and so fatherly. AHAHAHHA. Joke. Pero seryoso, I love my father so much. And have I mention? He's the best father ever. :">

Oh and tutal Im bragging about my family. I have the best family ever. :">
And I might not show it, but Im very thankful I have them.
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