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Im Dian.
First, I absolutely love GOD. He's my savior, my hero, my everything. My family is my life. Im not that usual. Im different. I see things differently, so you would never understand me. But other than that, Im quite normal. I dont give a fuck about people and their bullshits. Im tired of pleasing people. I've lost a lot and I've learned to move forward. Life is too amazing to waste. I have my own thoughts. You dont know me, so don't act like you do. Ok? You dont know the chains that Ive been through. Dont tell me what to do, I can handle myself. I KNOW WHERE I SHOULD BE and I KNOW WHERE IM GOING. :) I have lots of experiences I would love to share. We'll have time for all of that. ;)

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INJUSTICE.
Friday, December 23, 201112:56 AM
I THINK HE'S BEING SO UNFAIR.
HE ONLY SEE HIS PAIN. WELL .. THINK YOU HAD THE BEST OF ME? NAHH.

WHAT DOESN'T KILL ME MAKES ME STRONGER.

Hanggang ngayon ay nananatili paring isang malaking palaisipan, hindi ko padin maintindihan ang nangyari.

Nagkatampuhan,
Nagselos siya sa isang napakaliit na bagay - Oh wait.
Nkipagchat ako sa kaibigan kong lalaki, mga 3 reply lang ata yun.

Nagalit siya. De nainis ako.
I told him that I am getting tired of his ways.
Its always like that for him, every lil thing is a big thing.

But I know, malaki din ang kasalanan at pagkukulang ko.
I was wrong at exactly everything I did.

Point is, I told him that I was getting tired with the word "Puta"
So he got so mad.

Then he said things that he didn't even knew the impact to me.
It is really true, people forget that what they say actually hurt.
His words hurt me, so bad.

And I dont how and when, but someday, I'll get over this.
Nextime, I'll be stronger than this.

Just me, myself and time.
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Next time, I'll look out for myself.
Thursday, December 22, 20116:22 AM
I LET MY GUARD DOWN. I didn't know it'll end like this. I was too stupid.

I feel so bad right now. I KNEW IT. I AM SMARTER THAN THAT. I should've gone with my old ways, in that way I should've saved myself from this kind of pain.

Good thing there's one positive thing that came out of this, I LEARNED i did learned.

1. TO NEVER TRUST SOMEONE MORE THAN YOU TRUST YOURSELF
2. TO NEVER BE ATTACHED EMOTIONALLY TO SOMEONE TOO MUCH
3. TO NEVER BE SO POSITIVE
4. WORDS DO HURT

and lastly
5. TO LOOK OUT FOR YOURSELF FIRST BEFORE OTHERS

And with all of that .. been said and done. Before I end this post,
I'll leave myself a promise ..
And I PROMISE TO KEEP THIS .. not for the sake of the promise, but for the sake of myself.

I'LL KEEP THIS PROMISE BECAUSE I LOVE MYSELF TOO MUCH that I can't bear to watch myself getting hurt ever again.

This is my PROMISE: Next time, I'll look out for myself first. I am never gonna let myself be attached too much and get hurt again.

Next time, I'll be 100x careful.

Lastly, next time, I'll be braver, I'll be my own savior, standing with my OWN two feet.

GOT IT. NOW IM STRONGER, MEANER, SEXY LOL JOKE. Napick up lang sa Vamp diaries. :">

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